I think about Astrology all day long if you haven’t noticed :D I am the bearer of the second worse asteroid for childhood abuse–Dejanira(Number 157), the Victim Asteroid, conjunct the Child( Number 4580) Asteroid. The worst asteroid for childhood abuse is Dejanira conjunct the Moon. In all cases of Dejanira conjunct the Moon thatI have seen, there has been severe childhood abuse, usually sexual. If the conjunction is exact, it will be magnified. If it is wide, it will be lessened. Degrees are very important in these situations and every degree counts.
I have contemplated my own situation as one meditating on one’s naval. I have learned that people have their own time table when dealing with abuse. The person cannot be rushed. Rebuking them for their tardiness does nothing but to produce increased shame, of which they have more than enough. This brings me to the subject of my article. Was I fated to be abused? If my mother had died, would I have escaped abuse? Would someone else have come to fill the void?
I have one of the best charts I have seen. I have many gifts but I have an exact conjunction of the Child Asteroid with Dejanira, the Victim Asteroid. It seems as if God gave me what I could handle and not a smidgeon more and I could barely handle this, so that was good. However, I do not want to get too far afield of our topic. Is abuse fated?
I think it is. I have come to this conclusion after years of mulling on the question. Surrender does not come when one’s ways are working. It comes when one’s ways have deserted him and he will either change or die. When one reaches this nadir, the proudest among men( and we are ALL proud) will, often, surrender. I think the hard asteroids propel one to surrender. In this light, the abuse asteroid may have been more of a blessing than a curse.
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